Apologies for posting so rarely for so long. Cheers to all, especially all who actually read...and even more to whomever actually finds something to enjoy, whether written by me or by those wonderfully alive mystics in South/West Asia whose words we English-speakers have only attempted to translate into our own world of language. Next up: Rabi'a (Al-Basra). Look her up!
John Singer Sargent :sketches |
[a word from the muse]
Fate is not the architect. Fate is for
weak gods and bad storytellers. Which
is why you’re so enraged with this
inaction, this gliding track, this resigned
weak gods and bad storytellers. Which
is why you’re so enraged with this
inaction, this gliding track, this resigned
fall from the skyscraper
Which has no builder, no path, no root
language of travel. So who’s your enemy
now? You’ve been set up, maybe;
you’re both double agents, you and
fate, more in love with what can
never be when what is still forms
fate, more in love with what can
never be when what is still forms
Collage that we are here for.
The mystery we keep unfolding
and folding into birds of prey that,
at rest, fit over one another into a rebuilt
umbilical cord that keeps saying we're
always home. While always lost.
Which is why what we will make is still
mystery to me. From which I am drawn,
made, drawn
From so many smoldering ash-stricken
remains of what was once forest, hill, home
mansion deer bone burial mound past lives
in all the ephemera that gave and hid life and
death and life and—
So it’s a heavy load, sleeping while this
castle’s built out of thin air, the lion
drinking dry the lake lap
by patient lap because
your spoon was inadequate
As all the nights you’ve fought back
against the tide and the sand, your back
to my hot frozen form always there
shadowing silhouette but never quite
touching
touching
What is so much bigger than you. You
have no idea, you've no ideas, you have
More than a conspiracy, more than plans
to take over the world; the idea is about you
walking from here to there, getting into
your car, choosing not to kiss, getting out
to kiss;
thinking,
not speaking.
Speaking and thinking
thinking,
not speaking.
Speaking and thinking
It will become beauty again
Your junkyard heap and flow of perfect
juxtaposition of every surface you believe in,
I love it all
Like those green turns of the circuit
board pulled from a jagged slum dump—all
its silver circles and minute black holes, its
curves and symmetry, its convergence and
imbalance—soon
to be made new and become
even beauty
again.
Exacting. A
galaxy unto itself
its silver circles and minute black holes, its
curves and symmetry, its convergence and
imbalance—soon
to be made new and become
even beauty
again.
Exacting. A
galaxy unto itself
And the circle maze hidden in the
blanket, the basket, the locked box
that's mystery yet line-carved into a single
woven point, its lines moving with you,
seamless,
no real detour
needed. Yet it will take your whole
life to travel, whole, beyond the linear
fall of dominos, walls only now
we escape. Only now
We create.
we escape. Only now
We create.
YESSSSSS I missed this blog
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