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| Eric Haggart : Angel Oak |
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Once
I was praying and saw that the longing of the whole world fit
into
the smallest acorn. Later I heard that a saint named Julian had
seen
the same thing in darkest of ages across time and water.
So
I wonder what visions bloom in your
still
hour when the earth stops around your breath
and
all you know is that your heart’s on fire.
I.
There
was an orchestra on a star, and you
were
in the orchestra playing kettle drums.
And
the drums were the center of the concerto
hurling
it away from a dozen black holes, and the
music
swirled around your every gleaming struck beat.
And
a violin humbly snuck into the finale, making your
finish
the power you always knew it must be.
II.
You
found the house in the middle of a forest you’d come
through
many routes as a child but never seen a built thing in.
And
the moment you saw it you knew it made itself a hidden thing
to
the eyes of everyone else, even insects. Only you could ascend
the
tree to the seamless door, only you saw the wonder of every
emerging
room. And only you felt the velvet of air as the walls
disappeared,
showing you how to be held.
III.
The
sound that shook you was your heart
thundering
your ribcage to vapor, turning you to spirit.
The
fear is power once you’re falling through the zeroes
of
altitude, a droplet driving downward, in gravitational
surrender.
There is no loss in the jump, in the slight lean
into
nothing that is all that’s needed for magnificence.
IV.
Understand
this dark river you’ve come down, no stops
between
continental shores. Consider the nights with
drenched
paddle in hand, muscle burning away thought.
There
was that one patch in the starless black quilt of night stitched
into
next night in which the sky turned luminous around a comet so
unearthly, you struggled later to believe it. That hour or minute, you
saw
the shapes of trees protecting you, the slap of broad tail coming
down
in the water and on the other bank.
The
beavers came up from their maze below to watch you drift by,
their
eyes solemn, acknowledging the long waters you traveled
to
be the first to discover that they, in fact, were the secret
architects
of
Macchu Picchu, Stonehenge, the hanging gardens of Babylon.
As
you turned the bend into the rapids again, you heard them sing
a
hymn of wonder.
V.
And
then the one tree spoke as it grew around you, reciting back-to-back
histories
of every living thing it had seen or heard of. Since before the time
men
began burning down everything they couldn’t take.
Except
for it. It told you it saw you coming, five hundred ringed
years
after air turned into war. Not because you are a prophet,
or
even an exceptional warrior, but because it saw you see it
the
first time you crept around its circumference with a burning
heart,
quiet as moss.

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